No one cares....

Okay, so I've decided that no one cares what I think. This is understandable enough, as what I think is generally boring and malformed concepts, but you can't entirely ignore my blogs. I mean, I cracked the Sabin Code, and I posted the manliest cultures, so there are some interesting things. Btw, I haven't made an angry blog yet because I haven't felt angry lately. Sort of flashing between happy and sad, with sad the predominant emotion. Anyway, I'm going to go listen to Smasher/Devourer in hopes of getting furious. Please, by all means, have fun continuing to not care.

Lack of a Pastor

I am once again very sad, as some of you may have noticed today, although it is for a much more worldly reason. At once it is otherworldly. My pastor, who has preached as long as I can remember, is leaving my church. ;-( I quite honestly feel like crying, because I know my chruch is going to die. It has been shrinking for a while now, fell into debt, got a new youth pastor, and now my favorite preacher ever is gone. We don't even have a replacement! Our youth pastor, who is young and inexperienced, is taking over both jobs. Attendance is down, funding is low, and debt is closing in. My church is dead, and I'm so sad....

My insanity

"I'm going slightly mad!" -Freddie Mercury
True enough, I'm going slightly mad. Is anyone else frustrated by not understanding people? They're thoughts are unlike anything you've ever thought or will think, and they're ideas are so alien to you, and yet they expect you to understand. Tell me, how can it be that we're meant to understand something that we can never experience and isn't explained to us? It's a frustrating and self-perpetuating cycle that has confused and frustrated me to no end. This is why I wish I could end it. I know this is a fallow attempt at realization, but if anyone would like to post a summary of how they think that'd be fun. People's minds always have confused me, because if it's not of my mind I don't have the slightest chance of understanding it. If you post and ask me to explain my mind I will. Btw, if you haven't noticed, this is my blog devoted to sad thoughts. This, is my insanity.